You're crazy, you white girl.



They call me Sam.

I'm on a never-ending journey of self discovery. A little too intellectual, a little too metaphysical. A realist with the imagination of an idealist. Taurus, with my feet on the ground but my eyes on the sky. Always awake at night. Making my life one day at a time.
I enjoy living, learning, and being.

I wish I didn’t have to reblog pictures with little sayings like this on it.  I want to be over it so bad, I am getting there, but this explains myself so much.  R holds my hand, K holds my heart. R shouldn’t and K especially should not. But maybe he should.. why else would I be so stuck on him? OH well, I’m working hard to get rid of these feelings.

But I have a secret… I want to get him back. I’ve never done that before, took the intiative, tried my hardest to get anyone, I never thought I was good enough to do that.. And even if K is too good to be with me…I will not live with regret. I will tell him my feelings, in the most sane way possible. I’m dwelling so ridiculously much, like I’ve done several times in the past.. I need to stop, do something different this time.  Stop dwelling and start acting!

I wish I didn’t have to reblog pictures with little sayings like this on it.  I want to be over it so bad, I am getting there, but this explains myself so much.  R holds my hand, K holds my heart. R shouldn’t and K especially should not. But maybe he should.. why else would I be so stuck on him? OH well, I’m working hard to get rid of these feelings.

But I have a secret… I want to get him back. I’ve never done that before, took the intiative, tried my hardest to get anyone, I never thought I was good enough to do that.. And even if K is too good to be with me…I will not live with regret. I will tell him my feelings, in the most sane way possible. I’m dwelling so ridiculously much, like I’ve done several times in the past.. I need to stop, do something different this time.  Stop dwelling and start acting!