Wake up sleepyhead.
Time to stop focusing on dumb things, such as the recent person in my life K, and start getting back into the groove of life. Of understanding. That’s all I really care about; opening my eyes more each day. Nothing is more fulfilling. Nothing is more exciting. Nothing is more rewarding.
Personal knowledge is a very important aspect of my life. I woke up today and the world seemed a little happier. I seemed a little happier. I like it that way. That’s the way it had been for me for months. When I was intruigued with the World, the Universe, Human Existence, and the like.
Many people think it’s foolish, that it doesn’t matter. But it matters greatly to me. Without this understanding I cannot be happy with life. It is like a religion for me. My faith, beliefs, and support system all stem from these abstract ideas that are all-too concrete.
So back to my old crazy ways. My days spent thinking, researching, learning, and loving every day I am blessed to exist in this world, blessed with a brain that will allow me to think and analyze, reason and philosophize.
Life.. I love it.
Sends me on a loop every month, every week, even day. I’m just a lunatic. My head has been in a dream world, but what I failed to realize is that life, living life, is a dream in itself. No need for nonsensical thoughts anymore. There’s already enough nonsense created by others for me to live (un)comfortably atop mountains of it.
It’s time to stop and think about existence. :)
