May 2010
2 posts
I can’t seem to think of anything else to do but to vent my frustrations here. Writing seems to clear my head, I don’t have to worry about being judged, and I usually come to an understanding afterwards.. so lets see how it goes.
I am very frustrated with everything, and all I can blame is myself and my hormones. Basically, being pregnant sucks. SUCKKKSSS. I am always in the worst...
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“I’m in love with Raymond Frederick Gerald Michael Silva III”
– He is my soul-mate. He is the Yin to my Yang. We complete each other. Always&Forever.
Sublime - What I Got
I’m not going to Neon Lights, but I am going to college.. I guess that works. :/
“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I...”
– Douglas Adams
“You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt
I’m gonna do my best to get rolls tonight. I am such an thizz-head.. But it’s my favorite state of being, even if it’s all in my head, such a good feeling. I feel so much better about life when I am on it, but I would prefer to hippie-flip. R and I are working on getting booms.
Everyday I wish I could feel as happy, free, and beautiful as I do while rolling. That’s...
Jumbly.
I realized last night that the Fall winds are rolling in. I wish I was rolling, at a rave, in the summer heat, next to that person that makes me feel complete. I can’t have a bad fall or winter this year. Nothing like last year.
At this time last year my summer was over. I was grounded and starting my Senior year.. howww exciting right? Think again, haha, but I had Ian and everything...
LOL
txtsfrmlstnght:
(646): I’m constantly one strobe light away from an E flashback
“When you want something you’ve never had, you have to do something you’ve never...”
Wake up sleepyhead.
Time to stop focusing on dumb things, such as the recent person in my life K, and start getting back into the groove of life. Of understanding. That’s all I really care about; opening my eyes more each day. Nothing is more fulfilling. Nothing is more exciting. Nothing is more rewarding.
Personal knowledge is a very important aspect of my life. I woke up today and the world seemed a...
The spiritual mathematical structure of the...
Starting from the number 1, if you keep doubling and reducing all multiple digits into single digits, you get the same pattern infinitely:
1 1×2=2 2×2=4 4×2=8 8×2=16 … 1+6=7 16×2=32 … 3+2=5 32×2=64 … 6+4=10 … 1+0=1 64×2=128 … 1+2+8=11 … 1+1=2
and so on. Nature follows this pattern with cellular reproduction, for example. We construct reality by following how energy moves.
You get the...
I didn’t ask for any of this. I made a personal choice that same day, perhaps an hour before I met you, to act more open and carefree and spontaneous. Maybe that change is what has caused all this pain. I wanted to be someone new. This new person has only caused me pain. Now.. If only I could remember how I acted before. All I can remember is it wasn’t working for me.. I...
Day N’ Night
“If a June night could talk, it would probably boast it invented romance.”
– Bern Williams